Why? Is there someone na nagsasabing men don't get depressed? I do believe and I've experienced it, well twice. I still remember how much I wanted to end my life before. In just 1 month, I loss 30kg from 80. Imagine that. I don't have enough sleep and once every two days I eat. I got ulcer thrice, so the doctor said that once I got ulcer again, my intestines may suffer a lot because it will rupture dahil sobrang nipis na daw ng bituka ko. Got scared of my life from there on. Mahirap pag hindi ka bumangon sa pagkakadapa, dahil baka forever ka na hindi makabangon. Kaya I changed my ways. Learned a lot from that experience. And ayoko na maulit, simply because I wasted a lot of time sulking rather than being strong and man enough to face rejections and failures. Now thinking positive all the way.