Yung first masturbation ko was when i was 11. In one of those times, parang gabi or early morning at nakahiga ako ang doing it, nagulat ako ng may lumabas sa akin...my first come. Masturbation, fantasy...part ng stage yun na ang tawag ay "Sexual Fantasy." Parang 11-13 year old yata yun. I can't find the book where I got that to give the full details now.
Kung hindi ka dumaan sa stage na ito or hindi mo na-outgrow...magiging fixated ka...as in sick.
Walang namang masama at wala kang ini-involve na ibang tao kung nagpa-fantasize at nagma-masturbate ka during this stage.
Kung magsimula kang manghipo ng babae na nakatabi mo (unwelcome sexual advances), kamanyakan na yan.