...parang gusto ko tuloy maniwala ...i mean,had the same encounter very very recently
actually since january pa nag start syang mag-paramadam yun EX ko[my 1st intimate BF]
...hope NOT to sound confessing..he he but naman kasi pareng beaver tinapat mo pa now -toinksss
It's been more than a decade na po after our goodbye's / after the break up that we haven't seen
ot talk to each other.unfortunately,our relationship went sour and he petered out.anyways,maybe because
we're both young and just don't know what else to do or fix the relationship.
But I must admit dahil sya kasi yun una,i know i really really do loved him then.
and he was to me...(I thought so...)
I was so depressed when it ends ,worse without having to hear any words from him at all.
Half way during college,i just heard the news that he get married. so so so all my hopes went to zero.
Thank God , obviously,i moved on,though...
So going back ,Now,out of the blue~there he is "did an effort to reach me sa FB"using a dummy account.
Share ko na din po a few pm's :
Me:January 21 at 8:51am
hi! tnx 4d request though...i'm just making sure all added frends on my FB is a frend....
are we acquai? don't tell me you belong to "SSW"girls....wala din tyu yun mutual/common frnd sa FB^^
GOD BLESS & Be Happy po!!
Ex:January 21 at 9:01am
what do u mean !!SSW!!?..yap ur right we dont have any mutual/common frnd sa fb,
just make dis new fb account just 4 u only..i know u a lot..im a good friend & im not a stranger..god bless din po..
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Me:January 21 at 9:41am
hmm,,,sounds intriguing^^ u had made a new account just 4me---I wonder why u hav 2do that po...Care to giv me a piece of reason why it seems this will be between you & me po?
I just wana be FAIR na din ,see u said u know me alot---how 'bout me,really don't hav any idea 'bout u though u sounds "PRETTY?" 
anyways ,SSW stands for and I really hop u'r NOT :
STUPID SUPERFICIAL WOMEN.
ARE U RELATED TO MY X-BF BA? HA HA YUN LANG KC RISON WHY PPOL ARE EDGY TO KNOW ME
I GUES & SANA HINDI KC IF IT HAPPEN FREND KA NILA,MAS OK NA LANG FREND MO CLA-OUT NA ME DUN PO 
Ex:January 21 at 10:29am
thanks any way for the meaning.to tell u the truht im a MAN i just put to my account WOMAN
just only for convinience..but dont worry im a good guy..i made this account bec.i just want to say HI,HELLO..
gusto ko lang makibalita sayo kse matagal na tayo hindi nag kikita..alam ko hindi naging maganda ang pagkakaibigan
natin noon..cguro me clue kana kung sino ako?or gusto mo pa ng clue?
I stop replying na...am really have NO idea about who is HE...
then,again...
Ex:May 2 at 5:39pm Report
hello po..)
Me:[May 2 at 5:40pm
hmmm so sinuka nga pow ba!aba! /pre]
Ex:[/pMay 3 at 11:13am Report
kapit bahay mo ako sa l@#*,gets mo na po ba?re]
Me:May 3 at 11:17am
Abe? Spagetti? Bunny! Come on just say itttt nawriwrinkle na po aq! haysss
Ex:May 3 at 4:16pm Report
yap!!the first one!!!....ok na po ba?
Me:May 3 at 4:28pm
if c abe may masasabe ka iyun lng yun...di mo kelangan sabihan pa.anu name ng mga sisters mo?
Ex:May 3 at 4:30pm Report
ano ba naman tanong yan,ako na nga ito!
Me:May 3 at 4:32pm
luul syatappppp.wala kang maisagot ...ha ha LOSER!
Ex:[May 3 at 4:36pm Report
bakit ganyan atitude mo?aira,ryan,pj,len..any question? /pre]
Ex:May 3 at 4:38pm Report
favorite song mo,steep? em i right?since year 2000 up to now hindi pko nkakapasyal ng l@#*..
...goose bump bump bump na ko 
then,replied back w/ onting boljak 
Me:May 3 at 4:47pm
Musta nga po muna wifey mo?
Ex:May 3 at 4:53pm Report
bakit asawa ko tinatanong mo?ok naman ...kaw kumusta ?
...anak ng teteng,sablay to....e1qseo! hays
Me:[May 3 at 5:18pm
so far OKI lng po...naninibago me seo abe!!!! hahahah tagal n kasi...di ko alam if kikiligin ako! toinkssss /pre]
Ex:May 3 at 6:14pm Report
ok tnx..) namiss kita!!
...e1qseo2x! mg-offline kn obej! 
Me:May 3 at 6:18pm
Parang numb pa ko,di p dn me makapaniwala po,will have this way / chance to talk again...
thanks po @ kahit pano naisip mo p ko -hays
Ex:May 3 at 6:21pm Report
syempre naman hindi kita nakakalimutan..) wait ha upload ako ng pix dto sa fb..
..and cut it short...hahayssss
Ex:.May 4 at 4:02pm Report
saan ka na? jen,maniniwala ka ba if sabihin ko na MAHAL PA DIN KITA? sorry,pero I just want
to say that lang
Ex:May 4 at 7:42pm Report
I understand kung ayaw mo ng mag reply,I'M SORRY jen sorry sa lahat.pero di ka man maniwala
sinabe ko sa sarili ko dati if may gusto man ako makita kahit tumanda na ko IKAW yun.
dami ko atraso syo pero wala kang sinabe masama sa aken.minsan nakita kita,hindi mo
man lang ako tiningnan,pero alam mo if titingin ka nuon talagang kikindatan kita gaya ng dati.
bago mamatay si ima,sinabe ko nakita kita,naka ngiti nga sya ng kukwento ako kahit
pabulong kasi andun ang baby ko mahal ka din ni ima.botong boto sya syo no ha ha.
kahit now di ako makapaniwala makaka message me syo kahit matatag naman yun married life ko.
basta mula nuon kahit di ka naniniwala lage kita naiisip taas ng believe ko lage syo alam
mo yan.sana huwag kang magalet gusto ko lng talaga sabihin na mahal kita,bata pa ko nuon
takot ako sa diko mo,nahiya ako barkada kami.mahirap ipaliwanag.parang gago din ako ngayon.
alam ko sa picture pa lang you look happy ,tingin ko nga di ka pin nagbago,yun mga ngiti
na kahit ka galit naalala ko yun.you don't look your age yabang mo gandang bae ka pa din )
sana talaga wag kang magalit sa mga nasabe ko ngayon ha?
sana okey lang mag mesage ako kahit di ka maniniwala sa mga sasabihin ko dahil nga may asawa
na ko ganun yun di ba?kilala kita ayaw mo ng ganun.very sorry but need this chance to tell
you what i should have said before.di pa ko ganun kaconfident,sana maintindihan mo talaga
ako jen.wala me expect na reply na i love you mo din ako hayaan mo sana muna ako
makipag usap syo ha.miss din kita.sorry sorry.Ingat ka lage dyan.palitan mo profile pic mo
mahalay!ha ha kakaselos po hopefully magkita tyu sa pinas february uwi ko.nagpaparinig )
take care jen!
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...ang landi ng mokong he he he ..
@ nag post si pareng beaver pa , yan tuloy naisip ko po 
maybe,it could be possible to fall back in love again or more accurately,to break through the numbness
you are both feeling and rediscover the love is still underneath.but it's different when both
parties are already committed.It's NOT easy to cross the line and become lovers again.
Some friendships are made to last and others you need for a while.
How wonderful that they were there for that short space,and that they chose to be a part
of you for a while. Most time we just have to accept~just accept and keep going.
