CIPHER: THE LETTER (unread part)
Hands soaked in blood red sticky liquid dripping fr0m his fingertips
evry dr0plet pours his soul, never let the knife slip//
Evry sec0nd ticks life away. Every stab satisfies
but mankind is insatable so let the punctures fly//
Grabbing his victim by the hair. Seriously deviously determined.
Forcing a knife in the throat till there was nothing but silence.//
Blood leaking to the floor light red and fresh
handprints in every evidence victims lying in a mesh.//
The floor is a mess fulled with blood & flesh
something that'll make somebody throw what they ingest.//
But I wanted this to happen there's no turning back.
This will not ruin my life cos it never was in tact.//
Staring at tha w0rld aimlessly. Bliss for what I accomplish
Doing it swift slick & painful - without even an accomplice//
I know this is wrong, but this is all I know
for when I called God for guidance only the demons showed//
Oh brother I know that you'd never understand me
but with all the pain I went thru it's just driving me crazy//
see justice is a lie if you donn't take it to your own hands
I know it's a moot but what matters is how it ends//
and there's no other way to do this bu to do this my way
after this I'm pretty I'm off to Hells' sacred highway.//
Brother I - hope you'd be a better man - forget that I was your brother
It never was your fault that we had the worst father//
So do me a favor - never visit my grave
Live a new life keep your credibility safe.//
If you do visit and people ask what happened
make up something that will not make your image ruined.//
See I wanted to be a man but I grew up being a monster
I guess that's just what happened when pain becomes anger//
a shell in the chamber - seconds to my final breath
I love you brother - dad's no longer a threat//