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FINALLY!
« on: March 13, 2009, 09:08:30 am »
Those days with you were memorable but it wasn't pure pleasure at all.
Sweet moments are dominated by bitter memories and how I suffered when I was with you.
You were so dominant...every time we fight, it won't matter whose fault it is...in the end, it's always about me.
You were very good in turning things around...you were very good in making excuses...it's very easy for you to lie.

I tried to ignore these things and focus on the good things that we had.
...it's impossible.
I was like a dog on a leash...
It only took a hug or a kiss from you for me to be "OK" whenever I was mad.
But whenever you had issues....MANIGAS AKO...kasi galit ka..

You didn't even have fear in me. You didn't care if I get mad or upset.
This was your way of showing me that you are not weak...
Good luck with that...

But I tried to live up with your traits and your dominance..it was too much for me..
I can't live a life like that forever. I can't imagine spending the rest of my life with you as my wife.
Little by little, my love for you faded until it was totally gone.
I gave my self a chance...our relationship a chance...that maybe someday my love for you will return.
But I realized, it will never come back.

Now that we're finally over, it's time to celebrate.
It's time to enjoy myself again...I almost forgot how it feels to be free and not treated like shit.
Good luck to you and to whoever who is with you right now.  ;D
« Last Edit: March 13, 2009, 09:10:34 am by IWM »
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Re: FINALLY!
« Reply #1 on: March 13, 2009, 09:12:31 am »
congratulations on your newfound freedom manong...may this be the start of a new life that will bring you a much better, much deserved fruitful, healthy, and worthwhile relationship... toast:: finger4u
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Re: FINALLY!
« Reply #2 on: March 13, 2009, 10:00:46 am »
congratulations on your newfound freedom manong...may this be the start of a new life that will bring you a much better, much deserved fruitful, healthy, and worthwhile relationship... toast:: finger4u

Maraming salamat idol. Andami kong realizations sa conversation natin last time. I'm happy now. I can justify my actions and somehow ease the guilt that I'm feeling. I am contented. :)
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Re: FINALLY!
« Reply #3 on: March 13, 2009, 10:51:40 am »
..single is sexy

-karylle   ;D

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Re: FINALLY!
« Reply #4 on: March 13, 2009, 02:04:13 pm »


Bro
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l gave you a finger4u  kasi you felt happy l wanna see alot of people happy!!

but there is a problem bro...is she Happy?  l miss her as a ka Espiya sister... we haven't heard from her since the incident!
(pagpaalam sa site)  sana we guys should be fare to everyone we use to love! sana naging happy rin siya sa decision niyo!! sana bumalik siya dito ang air her side too!!

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Re: FINALLY!
« Reply #5 on: March 13, 2009, 02:52:30 pm »


ayokong magbasa manong! :D


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pahug at payapos at pahalay na lang bnana bnana bnana








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Re: FINALLY!
« Reply #6 on: March 13, 2009, 05:43:43 pm »
kuyawa-a mo compose aning idol nako uy!!maka touch man jud!!wa na day mo ni mi miga??ok lang na bro daghan MILF's dira!!!hehehehe
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Re: FINALLY!
« Reply #7 on: March 13, 2009, 07:53:31 pm »
Waaahaw nindota pagkabuhat oy,, saludo ko nimo sir...
lika nga dito e hug kita.  finger4u hehehehehe

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Re: FINALLY!
« Reply #8 on: March 30, 2009, 10:39:35 pm »
... kung saan ka masaya budz.... supurtahan taka...

medyo nalungkot lang ako ng konti since na naging saksi din ako ng away-bati relationship nyo... sana ay matagpuan nyo pareho ang kaligayahang inyong minimithi... goodluck & GOD Bless!  toast::

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Re: FINALLY!
« Reply #9 on: March 30, 2009, 10:49:16 pm »
... kung saan ka masaya budz.... supurtahan taka...

medyo nalungkot lang ako ng konti since na naging saksi din ako ng away-bati relationship nyo... sana ay matagpuan nyo pareho ang kaligayahang inyong minimithi... goodluck & GOD Bless!  toast::

salamat buds..tagal mong nawala ah..hehe
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Re: FINALLY!
« Reply #10 on: March 30, 2009, 10:54:28 pm »
whoah....senti!!!!!!!!

congrats on your new found freedom!!!!!!!! toast::....



sana ako rin...inggit ako.... ;)

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Re: FINALLY!
« Reply #11 on: March 30, 2009, 11:58:55 pm »
whoah....senti!!!!!!!!

congrats on your new found freedom!!!!!!!! toast::....



sana ako rin...inggit ako.... ;)

anjan naman ang alalay mong si robin pre eh..hehe
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Re: FINALLY!
« Reply #12 on: March 31, 2009, 12:55:11 am »
anjan naman ang alalay mong si robin pre eh..hehe

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Re: FINALLY!
« Reply #13 on: April 03, 2009, 08:15:47 am »
sir, nakakalungkot pala ng story niyo...though hindi ko na-witness ang events...
naramdaman ko pa rin through your poem...

I wish happiness for both of you...
A person becomes strong by accepting their fears.

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Re: FINALLY!
« Reply #14 on: April 03, 2009, 08:48:52 am »
sir, nakakalungkot pala ng story niyo...though hindi ko na-witness ang events...
naramdaman ko pa rin through your poem...

I wish happiness for both of you...

thank you pre. good luck din sayo. nabasa ko rin yung poem mo. ;)
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Re: FINALLY!
« Reply #15 on: April 03, 2009, 11:12:19 am »
inde naman sa masasamain mo pre.. pero inde kaya bitter ka lang dahil meron na siyang iba??

remember my poem "Hatred #4" ?

aaminin ko noon, masyado lang din ako nasaktan eh..

hehehe.. anyway, nice entry.. isang naks para sayo

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Re: FINALLY!
« Reply #16 on: April 03, 2009, 11:22:22 am »
inde naman sa masasamain mo pre.. pero inde kaya bitter ka lang dahil meron na siyang iba??

remember my poem "Hatred #4" ?

aaminin ko noon, masyado lang din ako nasaktan eh..

hehehe.. anyway, nice entry.. isang naks para sayo

Pare, thank you sa pag comment. No hindi ko mamasamain ang sinabi mo. I am not bitter. In fact I am very happy na maluwang at nakakahinga na ako ng maayos.

Although I admit, at first it was hard to adjust. Nasanay kang kasama mo araw-araw for three years eh. Pero things change. Some things aren't meant to last.

Matagal na akong nakapag-move on. :D (alam yan ng taong mahal ko ngayon)
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Re: FINALLY!
« Reply #17 on: April 03, 2009, 11:26:15 am »
Good to hear that pre..

and hopefully sa pag move on mo na yan.. inde ka na masaktan sa bago mong pag ibig :)

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« Reply #18 on: April 03, 2009, 11:28:38 am »
Good to hear that pre..

and hopefully sa pag move on mo na yan.. inde ka na masaktan sa bago mong pag ibig :)

No pre, ok lang sakin kahit anong sakit. I deserve that.

Malaki rin kasi kasalanan ko dun sa current break up eh. Pero matagal na yung tapos. Hindi ko na siya/sila pinapakelaman. Sana sila/siya din.
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Re: FINALLY!
« Reply #19 on: April 03, 2009, 03:41:52 pm »
inde naman sa masasamain mo pre.. pero inde kaya bitter ka lang dahil meron na siyang iba??

remember my poem "Hatred #4" ?

aaminin ko noon, masyado lang din ako nasaktan eh..

hehehe.. anyway, nice entry.. isang naks para sayo

Pare, thank you sa pag comment. No hindi ko mamasamain ang sinabi mo. I am not bitter. In fact I am very happy na maluwang at nakakahinga na ako ng maayos.

Although I admit, at first it was hard to adjust. Nasanay kang kasama mo araw-araw for three years eh. Pero things change. Some things aren't meant to last.

Matagal na akong nakapag-move on. :D (alam yan ng taong mahal ko ngayon)

Good to hear that pre..

and hopefully sa pag move on mo na yan.. inde ka na masaktan sa bago mong pag ibig :)

No pre, ok lang sakin kahit anong sakit. I deserve that.

Malaki rin kasi kasalanan ko dun sa current break up eh. Pero matagal na yung tapos. Hindi ko na siya/sila pinapakelaman. Sana sila/siya din.

ang ganda ng coversation nyo dito pre... naiiyak ako tuloy.... :lol:... pre parang nahuli yata ako dito... never mind it's better to LATE than NEVER.  share ko lng pre (IWM) kung saan ka liligaya, suportahan kita (drama effect)....

OT: siguro itong comments na ito sa above between you and pre (CP) di kayo natulog noh...... :lol: :lol: :lol:

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Re: FINALLY!
« Reply #20 on: April 03, 2009, 10:38:37 pm »
Tol IWM good luck sa bago mong buhay!!! kakatouch naman poem mo, nakakarelate kasi ako...ganyan n ganyan din kami...


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« Reply #21 on: April 03, 2009, 10:48:27 pm »
Tol IWM good luck sa bago mong buhay!!! kakatouch naman poem mo, nakakarelate kasi ako...ganyan n ganyan din kami...

maraming salamat tol. good luck din sayo.
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