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Espiya Lobby => ESPIYA Cafe => Original Poetry => : IWARAS May 27, 2009, 07:12:24 PM
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CIPHER
A STORY OF HOW PAIN OVERTIME RESULTS TO HATRED
I figured you were shady so I sneaked in your closet
& found rotten skeletons like decade-old casket//
basket full of x & shells of 9m
I can't believe you'd really have the balls to hide'em//
At first I was denying to myself - 'you can't be'
cos you a smart kid that this addicts envy//
but what's in front of me, I just can't ignore it
my vision of this situation's nothing but horrid//
so I - sat on the floor and just contemplate
I guess advices are really useless if you give them late//
I ain't no snitch brother but they shove this paper on my face
a judge-signed warrant to scour the place//
So what am I supposed to do with all these evidence now?
The cops are sniffing the place givin me eerie sough//
Knock knock on the door - "Sir I'm sorry for all this"
"Your brothers' profile just match our suspect"//
"We have a search warrant so please step back from the closet"
Walked out looking on the floor - anxious & tacit//
It never crossed my mind that you'd actually do it
but I guess demons are real & it paid you a visit//
"Sir did you know about this? He have ammos of 9m
box of x & case of the knife seen in the crime scene"//
"We'll send this to the lab to identify hand prints
& dig to the bottom till all this make some sense"//
"Your brother never had a psychiatric history
no trace of insanity case in your family"//
"What drove him to do this could've been so dreadful
but killing two people cold but is just more than evil"
A stab in the sternum gunshot to the groin
one was knifed open - couple stabs in the loin//
Officer see my dad had an affair with other women
he beats up my mom & we all feel high dudgeon//
Since my mom died of cancer my brother started saying stupid things
but I guess he tried to listen cos what he planned delayed from happening//
Or so I thought - cos he said he's gonna sell x for profit
then buy a 9m & fulfill his kismet//
and added "anybody could kill anyone with a gun
but I want to see him suffer like what he did to mom"//
I wasn't so alarmed cos he's smarter than that
but I guess sometimes hatred weighs more than what is expected//
"Hey son we found a letter & it says it's for you"
it says sorry brother but I have to do what I have to do//
see, I saw him choke mom till she asphyxiated
and that alone gave me the reason to question why he existed//
I know I'll never go to paradise after I slit their throats
but at least I served justice before I die & rot//
By the time you read this I'd probably be a couple days dead
so tell the cops to stop investigating - yes I did it//
I stopped reading the letter I didn't understand the way I felt
I hated you & felt pity for you but most of all I hated myself//
Couple days later they found your body in a suit
ready for your funeral - whether it was wrong or right - what you did was moot//
So now I'm standing at your grave - I'm so sad that your gone
I should've punched you in the face after telling me your plan//
wherever you are right now I hope God understand you
I know we called Him but the devil came quicker than heavens rescue//
When I become a father I'll never be like my dad
I'll be a the father-figure like the one we never had//
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is this your true story... :o :o :o
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is this your true story... :o :o :o
It crossed my mind. But the demon never paid me a visit. So, it's all just fiction now.
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It crossed my mind. But the demon never paid me a visit. So, it's all just fiction now.
oh....what a relief.... ;) ;)
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you could actually put some beat on it and make a rap song ;D
nice read man.. this one's for you
finger4u
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Nice One brother Yslamentals!
Nice Story and rhyming dude :)
finger4u