based sa thread ko na eto
http://espiya.net/forum/index.php/topic,87212.msg549043.html#msg549043
http://espiya.net/forum/index.php/topic,94973.msg663171.html#msg663171
here's what happened,...naging 2 years din kami with the married woman, but hanggang dun nalang,..... i dont know, she did let go of me saying na ayaw niya ako madamay sa gulo dahil nga na muntik na kami because of smart's bullS#!t delay messaging na na delay ang text message ko sa kanya and she cant stand the sins that she's doing na, or the sins that we are doing. so it end up na wala na kami eventhough na ayaw ko pa sana,...well, im depressed and miss her that much but tanggap ko nman sa sarili ko na possible na mangyari yun. i dont know pero i really do feel na mahal niya talaga ako,..i asked her about it and she said na she really do love me dahil if hindi, she wont risk doing all those things if hindi. and nakikita ko nman sa kanya. but to me, no question towards my feeling sa kanya, i do love her pero if you really love a certain person,..you need to think of that person rather than yourself, so ayun...i let go as well. basta hirap lang ipaliwanag but it is totally painful. buti nalang meron akong mga kaibigan na pupulot sakn whenever im down. hirap talaga sa mga ganitong situation,...but we do have a right love but hindi lang tama ang kinalalagyan namin ngaun.
nakakapang hinayang nga lang dahil kung sino na nga sana ang tao na mahal mo, di pa pwde para sayo,.... if you ask her, she really wants me na sana ako nalang ang husband niya pero nandiyan na nga siya sa gnyang situation, so wala na siyang magagawa.... minsan nga lumalabas ang dark side natin na minsan pumapatak sa isip ko na banatan ko kaya husband niya pero matino pa nman ang pag iisip ko. pero salamat guys sa mg concerns niyo din,...wala tayong magagawa this is life eh. there is sacrifices,..but minsan she calls me then and she said na miss niya ako and still nandiyan pa rin ako para sa kanya even as a friend nalang kami,..bestfriend kung baga. nkakalungkot lang ng ending namin noh? but i made a promise to her na we will be friends hanggang sa tumanda na kami,...and d pa nman ako mgpapakasal, baka hindi niya na talaga kaya. still baka available pa ako,...at tsaka sinabi ko na rin to sa current gf ko, and she understands but d ko sinabi ang whole story there are things rin kasi na kailangan itago... less talk less sin diba? at here's the news from my current gf din, she confess din na there is this guy na she's been dating rin pero walang sex na nagyari cause she do devoted herself talaga sakn pero she broke up with the guy na, she just needs company raw nung time na nawawala attention ko sa kanya...so, ganda ng story namin noh?? hai naku!! i was shocked at first pero wala akong magagawa, eh sobra pa nga ang ginawa ko. pero,.. i want to straighten na nga my path in life. how can we be blessed if kita nga rin mismo ang ngbibigay ng hindrances sa buhay natin, let it be a lesson for me in order for me to grow up in life. charge to experience, but this is one of pinaka na nangyari sakn buhay... one that made me verry happy and one that made a scar sakn buhay and sakn puso. and still i do love the other woman until now...... and i moved on pala, i changed my job na, i was in cebu pa nga few months ago and sana na meet ko rin sina DJdavetrance and asero kaso ive been very busy kasi newbie ako sa new job ko thats why maraming kailangan gawin and balita ko lang, ive been promoted na din nang mabilisan, thank GOD.... right now im still with my current gf and the sad part is she'll be leaving pinas within 2 months nalang and we wont see each other for 2 years and still we have communication pa rin with the other woman cause we're still friends pa rin nman....and i just dont know what would be the next chapter of my life. nkakapagod nga lang.....
http://espiya.net/forum/index.php/topic,87212.msg549043.html#msg549043
http://espiya.net/forum/index.php/topic,94973.msg663171.html#msg663171
here's what happened,...naging 2 years din kami with the married woman, but hanggang dun nalang,..... i dont know, she did let go of me saying na ayaw niya ako madamay sa gulo dahil nga na muntik na kami because of smart's bullS#!t delay messaging na na delay ang text message ko sa kanya and she cant stand the sins that she's doing na, or the sins that we are doing. so it end up na wala na kami eventhough na ayaw ko pa sana,...well, im depressed and miss her that much but tanggap ko nman sa sarili ko na possible na mangyari yun. i dont know pero i really do feel na mahal niya talaga ako,..i asked her about it and she said na she really do love me dahil if hindi, she wont risk doing all those things if hindi. and nakikita ko nman sa kanya. but to me, no question towards my feeling sa kanya, i do love her pero if you really love a certain person,..you need to think of that person rather than yourself, so ayun...i let go as well. basta hirap lang ipaliwanag but it is totally painful. buti nalang meron akong mga kaibigan na pupulot sakn whenever im down. hirap talaga sa mga ganitong situation,...but we do have a right love but hindi lang tama ang kinalalagyan namin ngaun.
nakakapang hinayang nga lang dahil kung sino na nga sana ang tao na mahal mo, di pa pwde para sayo,.... if you ask her, she really wants me na sana ako nalang ang husband niya pero nandiyan na nga siya sa gnyang situation, so wala na siyang magagawa.... minsan nga lumalabas ang dark side natin na minsan pumapatak sa isip ko na banatan ko kaya husband niya pero matino pa nman ang pag iisip ko. pero salamat guys sa mg concerns niyo din,...wala tayong magagawa this is life eh. there is sacrifices,..but minsan she calls me then and she said na miss niya ako and still nandiyan pa rin ako para sa kanya even as a friend nalang kami,..bestfriend kung baga. nkakalungkot lang ng ending namin noh? but i made a promise to her na we will be friends hanggang sa tumanda na kami,...and d pa nman ako mgpapakasal, baka hindi niya na talaga kaya. still baka available pa ako,...at tsaka sinabi ko na rin to sa current gf ko, and she understands but d ko sinabi ang whole story there are things rin kasi na kailangan itago... less talk less sin diba? at here's the news from my current gf din, she confess din na there is this guy na she's been dating rin pero walang sex na nagyari cause she do devoted herself talaga sakn pero she broke up with the guy na, she just needs company raw nung time na nawawala attention ko sa kanya...so, ganda ng story namin noh?? hai naku!! i was shocked at first pero wala akong magagawa, eh sobra pa nga ang ginawa ko. pero,.. i want to straighten na nga my path in life. how can we be blessed if kita nga rin mismo ang ngbibigay ng hindrances sa buhay natin, let it be a lesson for me in order for me to grow up in life. charge to experience, but this is one of pinaka na nangyari sakn buhay... one that made me verry happy and one that made a scar sakn buhay and sakn puso. and still i do love the other woman until now...... and i moved on pala, i changed my job na, i was in cebu pa nga few months ago and sana na meet ko rin sina DJdavetrance and asero kaso ive been very busy kasi newbie ako sa new job ko thats why maraming kailangan gawin and balita ko lang, ive been promoted na din nang mabilisan, thank GOD.... right now im still with my current gf and the sad part is she'll be leaving pinas within 2 months nalang and we wont see each other for 2 years and still we have communication pa rin with the other woman cause we're still friends pa rin nman....and i just dont know what would be the next chapter of my life. nkakapagod nga lang.....
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