When you post something that involves you, is a way of looking for affirmation from others.Especially since you put the word "my" there and sounding cocky and arrogant,of course you want us believing your story.The lesson is don't use the internet as an avenue to build your ego.Go out and meet girls.Therefore,you can experience a real warmth of a woman.Not an imaginative model friend in your dreamworld that you jerk off to every night.