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“GOODBYE… MY QUEEN”

Clenched my wits and started to carved
Any group of words from my frugal mind
My senses just stopped & soon became numb
So now I decided to trust my sober Heart!

Solicit some riposte to my query before
My heart just stare me blank & say “What is it for?”
“Do you really need to write & makes the letters growl,
To express your love desire & find your restless soul?”

My heart beats so fast & makes a strangest sound
Telling me just to hush & so I will not look dumb
But do I need not to utter & keep my lips mum?

Last night, my boyfriend and I had a heart-to-heart talk about our relationship. Naiinis kasi ako sa kanya dahil sobra ang paghihigpit na ginagawa n’ya sa akin at kahit sino na lang ang kausapin ko na taga-Espiya ay pinagseselosan n’ya. Hindi ko s’ya maintindihan kung bakit n’ya ‘yun ginagawa. But he stayed calm while he was talking with me. So I confessed to him what I did yesterday. I thought that he will end up our relationship. I asked him many times na kung ganoong kabilis eh mahal na n’ya ako agad.

Yesterday I met a girl who I did not expect to meet of all the places in this world. We talked for a bit and the bit turned into a while and the while turned into an enjoyable conversation about love, life and some other things that was of similar interest to us... like PEANUTS. All the while I realized we, for the lack of a better term "clicked". We seem to have this connection that i only see happen in movies and I could not believe it was happening with me.

This song was a hit during my childhood days... and it still hits me until today...

Finally a place to bleed without being too emotional about it. Kailangan ba English schminglish dito? Whatever it is, let me open up first by saying 'hello world!'.

Being afraid,
But showing no fear.
Wanting to cry,
But not sheading a tear.
Wanting to scream,
But allowing no shriek.
Needing a friend,
With no courage to seek.
Wanting affection,
But giving no hug.
Needing attention,
But so scared to love.
Wanting to draw closer,
But instead moving away.
Craving the warmth,
But denying the day.
Being filled with hunger,
With no courage to eat.
Knowing victory is possible,
But afraid to be beat.
Entering the shell,
And never coming out.
Needing to be heard,
But not knowing how to shout.
Being a loner,
Being afraid.

Ito ay isang mixture of hydrocarbons with a molecular weight of approximately 170. Sa English, Hindi ito TUBIG. Mukha lang.

Sa tingin nyo : Ano ang mangyayari kapag nilagay mo sa bote ng mineral water ang kerosene at tinabi mo sa isang 3 yr old na batang natutulog?

Multiple choice para masaya:

a. pag-gising nang bata, titingnan niya ang bote, at magkukunwaring commercial model ng Agua vida

b. siempre, paggising nung bata uhaw siya... kaya tatapon niya yung mineral water bottle at bibili ng coke kay Aling Bembang sa kanto

Medyo related ito sa pinost ko kahapon..

New year na naman, I guess i'll be more active sa clubhouse and post some pointless/nonsensical/irrelevant blogs.

So how do I consider my 2008 was? It was like:

The bitch who tricked me into having sex with her who gave me STD, tied me to the bed, MASOGINIZED(excuse the term) and robbed me of all my money and left me in the room alone all cut up and bruised. So in turn I consider it to be the whore that plan to kidnap, snuff, cut up into little pieces and feed to the dogs... Of course this is metaphorically speaking, I just hope 2009 treats me better

“HUWAD NA DIWATA”
Kathang-isip ni deosh_pilyo

Sumilay ang araw at pingkit ang init
Lumabas na pilit, maibsan ang inip
Katawa’y dinala ng paa’t inihatid
Sa pusod ng gubat na wari’y kay liblib.

Pagkadaka’y humimlay ang pagal na katawan
Sa luntiang damo nyaring kagubatan
Pinikit ang mata, naglakbay sa karimlan
Sandaling nilimot ang syudad na pinagmulan.

At sa aking pag-iisa’y aking naulinig
Batid kong ito’y agos ng malinis na tubig
At sa biglang pagmulat ng aking busilig
DIYOS ko! Isa palang paraisong BATIS!

Unti-unting dinama ang lamig na bigay